Ivana II

A long while has passed since i last saw you.
Monsoon is over,the green has been resurrected
Northern birds are flying to their winter refuge
How my life has changed, I have often reflected

Then you came .... I saw you,

In the storm suge of humanity.
Standing accross the road, near the school gate... waiting...
A flash of brown hair, a flutter of brown eyes,
Was all i would take in.
And i was plunged headlong.....
Into a brown bottomless ocean.
Its water as sweet as honey, its scent,the wholesome essence of womanhood.
I felt my chest being hammard,pelted.....
Felt a slow numbness,a terrible cold-heat,
A numbness which threatened to fail my breath.
A numbness which caused my eyes to water,my throat to choke.
Was i crying? or was i simply overwhelmed by reality?
I don't know, maybe, i'll never know......

But it was when she raised her hand to me,in a gesture,
The mirror of my reality broke into a million pieces.
Pieces,which were flung so far that their existence ceased.
Then again...
There was a flash of brown hair,a flutter of brown eyes....
I was pulled out of the brown ocean,
My mind reversed and closed the moment-long video,
Everything was saved, committed to memory,

only...

The broken pieces of my reality,
and my mind's sanity,
were lost, in that one moment of madness.

Ivana I

It has been a long time since i said goodbye to you......
made up my mind that there was no turning back.
Spring, summer, monsoon & the FIFA World Cup,
all have gone by since I last saw you.
But my mind,s eye has been seeing you everyday
mildly flirting and making passes
just to catch a smile
just to hear the tinkling of your laugh
just to here the music of your words....
but in reality,there is nothing but a void, an empty space,
as if the pacific was drained out by a mightily thirsty giant,
and its scar dampened the beauty of earth
Just as the void in my reality scars the beauty of my dreams.
Scars it so badly, that now they seem.....
To be dreamt by another body, in another time, in a different universe...


When i am sedated by Sting's music
pebbles of the past shatter my calmness
shatter my reality....shatter my heart.
In some remote corner of my mind,
a tiny voice cries till it runs hoarse....
a voice subdued by mental strength
a strength of unfathomed might,
but not mighty enough to stub out a tiny candle in a sea of darkness.
this is what love can do to you
to ur body to your soul.
It stretches them far beyond humane endurance
till it all ends in a life long bliss,
or in a life-time of silent penance...

In your Eyes

I am in love with your eyes,
oh, so soft,so tender,
when i look into them,
i catch a glimpse of all that lies,
fair & strong in this weathering world.
When i look into your eyes,
i catch a glimpse of a huge ocean of unfathomeable depth.
Whose water emanates a hazel sheen
Seeing which, my heart,like that of a child's, cries.
When i look into your eyes,
the extent of my imagination is stretched beyond this tangiable world.
To the fringes of the ethereal,
Where my mind's eye is turned lidless......
When i look into your eyes,my soul,
is enveloped by a rich,tender warmth.
A warmth which bears the delicate fragrance of love
a love so rich,so lusturous that the mind fails picturing it.
To catch a glimpse of your eyes,
I travelled accross seven seas
With one destiny but weary limbs & fale with tan.
I realised eventually, that,in her eyes lies my world,
calling out to me -catch me if you can.

I AM BACK !!!!

Yes people, I am back!!! It has been a long while that i have posted anything on my blog. Kinda busy with all kinds of tests exams and all other kind of colourful shit imaginable. But today I decided enough was enough! Gotta stay connected! Hope you guys have not already considered me dead!

But the photo here shows my new hobby, guess what??? writing and collecting erotica. What I have is just the tip-o-d-iceberg! so keep watching guys!